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"I Used To Be Abusive. It's Been 10 Years. I Can't Forgive Myself."
20 Former Abusers Speak Out About Their Pasts

I abused my boyfriend physically because he abused me mentally and emotionally.

It still doesn't justify what I did.
I used to be abusive. It's been nearly a decade since it last happened. And I still can't forgive myself.
I used to be abusive to my ex because of my PTSD (from being raped twice), anxiety, and depression.
I believe he's my soulmate.
How do I prove to him I've gotten better?
I used to be abusive to my ex-girlfriend. Her parents cut me off before I could properly apologize. I've changed. I'm proud of myself. I've changed. I'm no longer an abusive person.
I used to be abusive. But i learned. And have lost the love of my life. 
I have changed. My life is diff now. I miss her.
My ex broke up with me and said I was abusive. I asked for examples of the abuse, they gave me a near complete diognostic checklist for bpd

... thanks. That really helped my self esteem
I boyfriend broke up with me today. I wish I treated him better. I'm such a bitch. I was abusive and control and I would do anything to change the past.
I'm an adult child of abuse. 

I ruined my first marriage by being verbally abusive. I had no idea I was abusive until almost 8 years after the divorce. ☹️
I physically abused my mental abuser. I never want to hit people ever again.
I abused my first girlfriend, 
I don't think I'll ever forgive myself and I don't think I deserve forgiveness,

I hope everything works out for her
I abused my wife mentally, emotionally, and physically. If she had not told the police what I had done, today I would still be that same monster. I'm grateful to her for what she did. I miss her......
I know for a fact you can love someone you abuse because I abused my ex and I loved them with everything in me.
I abused my ex wife. 
There isn't enough 'I'm sorries' in the world to express how I feel.
I abused my ex mentally, emotionally, and sometimes psychically, for 8 months.
I used to abuse my ex mentally and physically but I did love my ex with everything in me
I abused my ex because I was young and didnt realize it. I stopped and he is still kind to me but now hes trying to move on and it hurts even if I deserve it. He is my world and im sorry. I want him.
I abused my ex emotionally. All I want is to speak to her and tell her that I'm proud of her for being so strong.

She won't speak to me and that's okay. But I'm sorry I was young and immature.
I used to abuse my boyfriend and I didn't know why. I went to the psychiatrist and I've been diagnosed with ADD. I'm happy to say we have been doing great now.
When I did opiates, I used to be abusive. That's why I quit.


21 Men Speak Out About Being Abused In Their Relationships